July 31, 2010

yougiveyoureyes



you give your eyes so sweetly your love so immensely your heart so stopping me
is there in front of me, touching holding me back. then i came back tomorrow
and the question follows
its this the last treasure the lucid dream i cherish.
can i believe the magic of its size the great power that resides .lives here in these white walls
in you resides by you
i want to reside in you, you can live here too
my heart closed you opened it. the hole in it sit on it pause on it hold it hug it ponder on it
im the only part of it , but will my heart be broken fall out of your control
in the morning throwing over boarding
board there on that ship down the stairs away from the balcony
can i please know can i please be sure of
because i might cry i might weep
be sweetly in love with you
everything in you
looks honesty like honesty
tonight i might completely fall
i might give you love
i might let you see my flaws
ask me things listen to my beat
listen to the air the silence in me
but tell me.. tomorrow will i receive your eyes back
stay on my track? by my antics and praise the mistakes of this?
dont punish me dont neglect me dont leave me
answer me answer my words my worries
if i worry i love you please make me sure of
so tell me now and i wont ask again.
will you still love me tomorrow?

June 10, 2010

comevisitmynewhomewithshelter



come visit my new home with extra shelter for fashion bums !!

February 24, 2010

February 14, 2010

happyvdaybitches!

do it upp..
v-day is....
chocolate day for me =]
say cheesee.
holla,

February 13, 2010

theox.



The ox and the snake the beloved and the forsake. Now I want you now I crave you. I want your warm body next to mine close to hear forever so divine. Oh what a man what a force of human you are for I see now what I didn't feel. I was numb quite stupid and some . You let me go you set me off free aint the word bc I'm wraped up for love. The passionate me doesn't rest I need less stress but now I'm good I'm recovering by the less . Health concerns me but I'm walking again breathing again. Let's start casually regain remain. I do like you a lot, enjoy you.I try to touch you Your man ways I study you. So strong so bold you stand you walk and smoke your toxic stick I see I sting you I kiss you I hate it I love it with you. Come back my ox the snake wanders it slithers it bothers it sings like singers it paints like painters and in a foreing land it lingers.


January 26, 2010

January 14, 2010


i dont think you knew how i loved how i shook how i would. but you should you could hide, run and rain, it rained on me .when you left when your leaving when tomorrow comes i will cry i will pain i will bleed in vain. you made other plans made other lullabies other antidopes other main hoes.the demage is done so i guess you be leaving i be staying i be thinking, dont say what you did ,dont tell them how you feel, dont look at me, dont breath me dont smell me, im not ready. when you touched me when you bought me when you brought me. if loving is what it is i am here baby, you know but you dont. your friend your foe your bow i love you truly sincerely. call me lonely days i want you badly but fuck fuck fuck so sadly . im your homie your mommie your mummy your sexy queen your barney. dont run from me dont chase me lets meet in the middle lets be in lost days in fine ways. knock em down fight them sounds stay with me warm in here in this secret place where we wild free we rome the risks and theres no such thing as greed. im pretty your beautiful your insane im crazy were animals and im addicted . im breaking rules im crossing states jumping from here to there to you. to your happiness to your true smile laying there beneath that beneath her anger and her manipulation. lets go elevation adoration all my gooddess to you all my love to you all my beauty for you. yes im suffering yes im drowning yes im surviving yes im staying awake ,awake to see your smile from far from here from there. i cant be without the thought of you i want you around always but its done here it will go on there.

andthenyouleave



December 28, 2009

ladonia




someone save me, save this on a disc on a dvd, on mi memory. bc this right here is love, is a reflection is the true foundation and the true disappointment to the man kind nation. a deep ocean a soul to feed and a sight to see. you cant read you cant write but your words control your words invoke they show light they convert me to sin to true gold shinning gold. so bold so elegant so royal both the same both hard both soft both in headed deals ,love struggles the history and the present all in one all in our head. im delusional im crazy your passion hatred your head mistress, your alpha your all that and this. im me your that and i know you. dont get wild, dont spread up, dont get loud like a horse on hes back feet dont gallop for me just show me. look at me look what i do, the things i do the things i see the things i say how i get for you how i perk up for you how i walk for you how i treat you how i feel you how i feed you how i love you how i am you and me too. all this fun and we aint sharing? some one come look, come clear your vision come learn a thing or two from these beautiful beings youll see it too . stay secure stay in love stay in words to tell. stay awake dont fall asleep my venom is deluxe and sweet so supreme so in routine so in tune with thee. the melody the love to life ,sweet rhyme showing him the genuine the sweeter than salmon the pink tones the lights emotions through tunnels of make believe. and i dont care i dont fear i dont hide i dont prevail im here to stay i listen i preach i fly to you and back to here, i love you and thats that. all that i can say.

December 27, 2009

addictemotions





so ill write ill tell ill listen no i wont. ill shoot ill blast ill run ill probably scream. bc the anger the feeling inside its rapid its what? i dont know. i plan everything no i plan i create so kill them before they grow. he wont call, he wont come in the news ill come from behind walk in the wind in the cold weather ill pretend i did it in self defence. freedom will get my way some day. but till then all i wanna do is scream i love you. cupid shot me down so i shot you down. fuck please please come please hold me tell me i am the alpha tell me i am the queen the killer queen the message in the bottle and the long strong bottom the one at the top the one so deep inside way down inside. ill eat you from inside out. and you dont know what you missing. you got crazy you got lazy you got the one that will throw herself from an elevator a crystal glass elevator. diamond crusted pussy diamond in crusted soul. what? ill be patient ill share the same room ill eat the same bread ill wear the same white ill make the same movement ill love you same.i think i know it i think i know it from the level from the labels the ones ppl give the ones ppl receive. but i want sound and explanations sounds and elevation. a box to open up with lights and feelings exploiting and gusting out dealings. ill deal with you ill love you for ever till they come till they end this till they destroy us and this formulation around us. the foundation the exploration the realization of everything. i want i need. i love you deeply and this and more. ill run ill Seek i peak and deep down inside i preach. bc im addicted to this emotion im addicted to you. and we set fire in the snow so it aint over, im not done.