finalhour

both people two people like were Gemini . were not even equal not even close not even far. but your far. oh yea down there so close. its far. i wanna know how long we going how long this will last . i know it wont i know i preach no existence of time. but when im around your around im a bound. really truly give me my mystery your inquiry your ability to perceive and conceive so easily bc without you in this world there will be no elasticity. i love you like electricity so elastic so infinity. when you look you breath i see i beat, my heart beats it walks so long so strong. i wanna run i wanna hide. i dont wanna be in the public eye. i feel exposed under closed my heart on a weigh in your hands in your minds in your tights and winds. im yours to command you dont even know when i come around i am abound. in your arms im humble in your arms i swore in your hands i melt in your mind i stay. i stray away, i beg to stay . when im here i feel air the free the freshness of being. but to you im not even of that being. an x factor an x standing in disaster but its not difficult its simple so it dont matter. we scar each other we yell at each other but can i breath? can i get some respiratory action,some silly aim you wanna play it forces you to act clueless act heartless, scream my name and then pretend i cant stay. how can i explain myself? how can i be with someone else . this is painful i know. i know the reason i know seasons and now i came to the end. no matter how deep we grow you always somehow let me know it aint working. this is crazy this is crazy. give to me give to me why wont you live for me?

care for me care for me i know you care for me.there for me there for me said you be there for me. cry for me cry for me you said you die for me.

the final hour the final breath the final step, your leaving im staying. fuck this im straying so hard so cold so unknown .but if pain was love if love was pain im there in there so deep.

whosgonna?

who's gonna talk like that, be gross like that. make me wanna throw up love and sex in a kitten wait a minute. my kitty my cat my touch my affection my caress. i love you and who's gonna? take you not mind you, brain you, drive the cab, ride the back. in the back by the back. whos gonna run by you whos gonna make you laugh and make you snort. talk like this and do things like that. whos gonna buy me my addiction give me a minute of affection. let me zip by the instant and then retain me in a knot over your head and bend and play away till we fade. we faded your curly fade went away. bye bye down the block down the hill. but why why why. whos gonna make me feel like dying but yet resurrecting. whos gonna wake me and bake me. so much love so much kinddess kinda like a bit cold and alot hot. your skin so warm so dark so deep so wounded. i bet thats what happend i bet you fell and bled and hurt your bone and your crown was crushed . purple went away and pain came a lay. whos gonna clean that mess? whos gonna arange and change. walk around in funness and so clumsy whos gonna carry me? whos gonna use my phone and look through my looks? whos gonna wait and wait see who comes through and who should? whos gonna call you and tell you, demand upon you ? the scars on your body the lashes on your eyes the lights in your room the stares from afar and the love from up close.

whos gonna scream in the morning and feed me whos gonna stack and stack and never leave? i will . you will. we will.

waybackwhen

way back then. now were two grown folks. money elegant states our minds elevate.

I'm on an elevator rising and falling.

call me ,call on me. and ill be there with my dukes and my sexy looks

my leather and my deuce.

you crinkle with goosebumps and your skin gets warmer.

i love you so and even when i get back even when my smile fades

i know you know no better. you try you learn i teach you.

you listen and at times wish to disease my preach.

you preach and its nonsense non stop. non love.

so into yourself that he didn't even notice

so fucked up no one notices

just me and you. in our world in this curse .course.

around and around up and down and

down by the beach street down by the breeze.

my day to run my day to shine when the sun doesn't compete with me.

i pay the price i listen to you to your jamming and your blabbing .

i get up and leave at the time at the perfect time.

and here gos the favorite tune of the night.

" I'm naked I'm numb I'm stupid I'm staying"

fuck cupids got a gun so he saying, shooting blasting.

bullets holes and all. life's black his back .

your my drug we live it. you' re drunk you need it

real love i ll give it. so your bound to linger on.

your my fatal drop I'm your fatal stop.

a realization your child your part and your time.

your embarrassment your pride. your love so deep inside .

so down in that you would erase me in one second ,swallow me like Mellon's.

and chalk out my name in spellings. you'll dream and ill be delusional

but I'm not telling you I'm showing you.

slowly and partly your in lingering and limbo landing.

you'll drop on me and breath me.

love me fatally

love until we bleed.

and way back when ,when we were young and old and wise and fine.

i touch you and spelled you under this ,you see this?

way back when you didn't know anything and i knew everything.

when i was dragging and you were teaching them the gagging.

but way back when i lost my knee and you were walking tugging in snow in your jackets and boots and skis. common just let it be.

boogiewoogie

sun is shinning, i am not dying. something is drying that is the heart that was drowning . for you, for that. for thee, for thou. I'm out I'm gone. watching figures and moving pictures. you hide i mind. i light i let out. i smoke you. you smoke i. and now i am in and you are here in me.

shallpass?

what else can i say what else can i do. i trust you. i love you. and i respect you. but do the donts i do the dos. even when i wont. my mind works with power my soul works magic. my heart is dying im surviving. my whole is in pain i thought we had gained. the friendship stage the not bye bye phase. were good i know, but your not .so so. the so whats and the who cares im over it .stop lying you cant. i cant prevail i hide the Vail. just go with it and we shall. i care so, i want so. i need so and now you hate me. you cant stand you cant breath you cant see. we breathing the same. im breathing the pain. this vibe is bad ,bad for me bad for thee.my sheets are suffering my pillows is wondering. why oh why haven't i pondered this . you looking really low key. looking really rusty. looking like you wanna decease and not be. but dont ,not for that. just for the kitchen. take the heat take the beat lifes hard you gotta eat. and now i see now i pretend now i cant be. its deep its itchy skin its make believe. but dont cry please dont waste your metaphorical connects and your strong mind. a man ,a figure ,captivating; and denying it wont help. cause i know he brings it i know he turns the knob .i know he turns your insights your mind antics. its rewind its like from behind. he got me from behind from the lows from the highs. he gets me high. he gets me live. he gives me life. smoke me smoke from me. the smoke comes from me. now later tomorrow its the same it gos on and time dont exsist. you say no and walk away. i say stay please enjoy the vibes. please just love please just let it be. dont hate the players hate the real. i will roll i will pass this bc this too shall pass. i love you.

iknowayou

you make me. i make you say things strong fast and passive. tranquility i know i bring to you. i make you. i feel you i treat you. like a man like an animal like a fierce ornament. adorning my present times on this deep filled commerce land. romance and breaking rules ,they love it they love the love the pride the sweat in the sheets. the temptation of the skin from high energies, high endless powers. they sweep. the candles, the invisible light the dark surface of you, of it. of it all. my pale ,my sad my happy wild heart jumps and seeks confort. but i know i know it all. like i know a "you". trust me i do. you say no i should i say yea i would. but the fun ends and then comes the low tides, the low high. the hiding low in my ride. driving down and crying loud. the noise comes back the touching feels alive. but i know, i know it all. like i know a "you". trust me you too.

askmewhy

why im i still recovering why im i still asking or still loving. questions and answers dumb responses not my brain not the same. quite insane. quite intense. nothing lets me go. i wanna see you i wanna be with you. its me the girl the life the world your lie my mourn. in the morning with crystal stars and Africa in the background i see everything here in this tiny itty bitty mirror. i see myself i see you . i see us but different too. i should i should i say so. i dare myself and doubt myself. i dont ask i dont talk. i scream inside i do i do. i wish i can say i do. i would i could but i dont fool around.i just joke like you. or at least i pretend to . i want you up down all around. eat you. taste you .love you. caress you. adore you .hate you. hit you. let you touch me let you master me. let you catch me. im falling; falling off the mountain top. stare at me, look at my eyes. long lashes brown shades the fun awaits in white soft states. minds all over this place. i move around i get closer, you look, you breath its heavy its shaky my beat starts . the song i know the song you dont. i smell ready.dont keep it steady. you can keep my scent i can suck you up i can skip you for brunch and have you for dinner till the break of dawn..till i yawn till i snooze i wont loose. you and me all loose in this game of chasing the goose. alot alot its contagious. to me to you. your a mind freak your a stealer in the sheets. games of elders in youngsters. foods in woods and danm i wish you would. music in my ears, look out they hear you they want you, my tongue struggles my hand tangles. my body fears but no i wont . no tears. ask my why? ask me. you wont...

purplecryinthebookstore

still i cant forget i cant neglect. silent smile you give others deadly looks i recieve, i.

dont do this to me again.

mija

and i love my girls.

youcantype

a message a term a vision a whole. what i am.
there will be no tardiness the feelings are there to stay.
they fell through a long stream of madness and alterations of moods.
but with you its a steady soul, calm collected alive and aware.
energy is you.well being is me.
i conceive you in me, a lil unknown flower to this world. mysterious and isolated .
i keep you warm i keep you close. i call for you i swear i do
and it burns it crashes it flashes through me like the lightness of joy.
i see you, i hear you, your profile so fine so lion so king so success at being your truly best.
scared yes shy of course he hides from you he hides from me too.
but i know him i know his mind. i love his mind.
i love his skin the one that walks with the chin so high so light.
deep down inside he feels the instinct to cross with me, bear with me, love me.
love me so deep so down so lost so out of touch i cant see, he will blind me endorse me take me sex me and hurt me.he still loves me.

and i can type and i can preach but i do wish.

photography by: Aryka Tranter

fflowfastdrinkslow

a frutty tooty weekend.

its halloween.

creations and applications.

alterations.

something is missing some molly and some juices,

lets flow,

lets play.

highermeans

what do you do when youre in love but yourself is in hate?

what do you do when that person knows and wants to help you?

what do you do when you dont wanna be helped?

what do you do when you know its time?

i know its time but i dont know what to do.

examineyourself

examine yourself.

protect yourself but dont under estimate yourself.