i can say alot, i want everything. but someday.
if thinking of you and singing along with you isnt enough then what is i cant help it. i make plans and hope on them . i enjoy your presence and live on it .
i wish for you and debate myself and fight the urge.
thirsty is nothing compared to my mourne for you .
in you and out of you i was there i shared and compared and stared. i loved , hated and lived breathed sang and screamed laughed and cried all at once when you were near me .
nothing but entertainment i swear if our talks would talk they would deliver roses and lilis with desire to blossom.
i elavorate and think of you all the time and the thoughts are smiling and they are pure i fly when i see you and my heart becomes one with my mind nothing is like this i know you know we know.
but if i could tell you in one word it would be "now"
no more no less not later not before.
but now.
your hands your words your phrases your songs your looks your laughs your kindness your care your one in one and the one.
am sure , am sure .
but now is now and never more . i rethink and rephrase your words over and over. i should walk away from that the thought , the feeling the heat the admire the love and the fine line of insanity over that.
but now is now and i speak for you .
