ahhh her face,her hair her stare.
just her.
March 25, 2009
perfait
i want to give you some good,good loving...
so am typing up my last report for store planning and since i am a little off in the head when i shouldnt be. well i decided to check my ex boyfriends myspace since after ll i have the data ,might as well. i go in and its in french so i basically had to memorize what each thing is and what it means. i went into his mail inbox/outbox blahh.so i see a new message from t-dot this rapper he does videos for.so i read and it says that he will be in MIAMI at 6pm it was then 4 pm. i well... i freak out, mind you we hadent talked for like a week and out of no where your in my same country.
bizzare.but amazing!
i couldnt concentrate on my danm project anymore. i finished quikly and head down the bay to my old roomates flat. i runned inside only to find her naked and wet.the usual if you ask me hahhahha. so i explain my high blood preasure and complained because Frenchi didnt inform me he was coming, i felt rejected and ignored. so we decided to call it a night to celebrate the fact schools over,frenchi is here and her best friend is flying in today! my friends are in a pretty dope gogo music band and they were playing at the VAGAbond (a launge my whole schoool decides to chill in)so we went and drank a fair amount of alcohol. that put a smile in face . so am parking my car and i get my ID out and i see my red light on my phone meaning i had missed something. i had two missed calls from frenchi and a voicemail. i freaked out once again bc i knew he was just miles away.i called back and let my friend enter le disko,he answerd right away screaming "baby am in miami" in his oh so strong french accent,which i fiend for. but any who he quikly told me to go to his dads club where he was at ,but i couldnt right then and there so i went after.
i drove and the word nervous wasnt enough to describe me. i havent seen him in 4 months exactly.when i got there i parked and didnt even look at the mirror lighted up a red malboro and made my way through spring breakers and the beaches wind.i finally get there ,i walk in like i own the place and there he is to the left waiting for me with a huge smile and his lit cigarette.
i kissed him hard and gave him an everlasting hug that he will feel forever.
distance can fuck up people in the head,he became this "thing" to me. something not real sereal at that. but i love him so much i look up to him no matter what. his motivation and honesty mixed together. his perfect.
i slept in his arms and enjoyed his scent, his breathing,his heart beat,his shaved head,his muscular arms and his aora.
so am typing up my last report for store planning and since i am a little off in the head when i shouldnt be. well i decided to check my ex boyfriends myspace since after ll i have the data ,might as well. i go in and its in french so i basically had to memorize what each thing is and what it means. i went into his mail inbox/outbox blahh.so i see a new message from t-dot this rapper he does videos for.so i read and it says that he will be in MIAMI at 6pm it was then 4 pm. i well... i freak out, mind you we hadent talked for like a week and out of no where your in my same country.
bizzare.but amazing!
i couldnt concentrate on my danm project anymore. i finished quikly and head down the bay to my old roomates flat. i runned inside only to find her naked and wet.the usual if you ask me hahhahha. so i explain my high blood preasure and complained because Frenchi didnt inform me he was coming, i felt rejected and ignored. so we decided to call it a night to celebrate the fact schools over,frenchi is here and her best friend is flying in today! my friends are in a pretty dope gogo music band and they were playing at the VAGAbond (a launge my whole schoool decides to chill in)so we went and drank a fair amount of alcohol. that put a smile in face . so am parking my car and i get my ID out and i see my red light on my phone meaning i had missed something. i had two missed calls from frenchi and a voicemail. i freaked out once again bc i knew he was just miles away.i called back and let my friend enter le disko,he answerd right away screaming "baby am in miami" in his oh so strong french accent,which i fiend for. but any who he quikly told me to go to his dads club where he was at ,but i couldnt right then and there so i went after.
i drove and the word nervous wasnt enough to describe me. i havent seen him in 4 months exactly.when i got there i parked and didnt even look at the mirror lighted up a red malboro and made my way through spring breakers and the beaches wind.i finally get there ,i walk in like i own the place and there he is to the left waiting for me with a huge smile and his lit cigarette.
i kissed him hard and gave him an everlasting hug that he will feel forever.
distance can fuck up people in the head,he became this "thing" to me. something not real sereal at that. but i love him so much i look up to him no matter what. his motivation and honesty mixed together. his perfect.
i slept in his arms and enjoyed his scent, his breathing,his heart beat,his shaved head,his muscular arms and his aora.
March 23, 2009
red hair and le jumper .
i love this.
no other words.
her hair is not even red its orange she has beautiful legs and her jumper is perfection!
March 22, 2009
survey
Is your heart broken right now?- yes,my heart remains broken
What are you looking forward to in the next month?- getting away from MIAMI
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?-i can cook somethings, i sleep naked,i wear red lipstick around the house i cant do laundry but i can fold. so yes i would be a good pick.
How old are your siblings?- Aaron is 7
Is your myspace profile private?- yes. some mistery is needed here and there...
Do you believe in love?- at times, but its the best feeling in the world when both feel it other than that being in love by your self is like pulling out your hair one by one.
Do you think relationships are even worth it?- ofcourse. being on the same page same level same shit makes the difference,ive noticed...
Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?- pffftt i think we all have.
Last comment was from?- some one special
Last phone call?- my pimp
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?- ASH the model lol dont ask.
Have you ever liked anyone that had a boyfriend/girlfriend?- shit happens.
Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?- after 20 its cool.
Are you someone who worries too often?- well at times i notice i dont worry for things that actually require worrying about but i do worry for things such as ... boys,love,food,clothes.
Would you ever donate blood?- i feel bad but danmm they drain you out.dirty style.
Was last New Year's enjoyable?- i have a few glances of the wonderful evening,after seating down at the bar the whole night .yes i think its always enjoyable.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?- living in MIAMI requires some beach walking at night. but i think every time i have actually gone to the beach at night well it aint exactly to walk.i think the only time i walked at night in the beach was for prom weekend and my 17 birthday.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with H, A, S, B, M, N, T, or J?- yea pretty much the alphabet
Last person to send you a myspace message?- some band clueless of the name. my bad mon ami.
What are you doing right now?- listening to TEGAN & SARA and doing this shit.
Do you drink water?- we mate.
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?- it concerns me a bit but really my energy doesnt invest time in that matter.
What was the last thing you cried about?- actually today, i heard "Vole" by Celine Dion. omg that song has so much feeling...
Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?- something like that
Have you ever been hit on through text message?- men.....
Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?- i hate candy.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?- more like 8 + 8 .then were good.
Do you want to see somebody right now?- you have no idea i think tears are coming... pffttt i need a life.lol
Do you get mad easily?-yes i do i must admit.but i get over it as easy.
Are you an argumentative person?- am a drama queen .does that count?
Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?- lol oh Joe yes i have funny guys. i miss him.
Are your ears gauged?- no thanx, i heard they make your ears stink. i think am good.
i tagggg who ever wants to be my guest =]
bisous
What are you looking forward to in the next month?- getting away from MIAMI
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?-i can cook somethings, i sleep naked,i wear red lipstick around the house i cant do laundry but i can fold. so yes i would be a good pick.
How old are your siblings?- Aaron is 7
Is your myspace profile private?- yes. some mistery is needed here and there...
Do you believe in love?- at times, but its the best feeling in the world when both feel it other than that being in love by your self is like pulling out your hair one by one.
Do you think relationships are even worth it?- ofcourse. being on the same page same level same shit makes the difference,ive noticed...
Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?- pffftt i think we all have.
Last comment was from?- some one special
Last phone call?- my pimp
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?- ASH the model lol dont ask.
Have you ever liked anyone that had a boyfriend/girlfriend?- shit happens.
Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?- after 20 its cool.
Are you someone who worries too often?- well at times i notice i dont worry for things that actually require worrying about but i do worry for things such as ... boys,love,food,clothes.
Would you ever donate blood?- i feel bad but danmm they drain you out.dirty style.
Was last New Year's enjoyable?- i have a few glances of the wonderful evening,after seating down at the bar the whole night .yes i think its always enjoyable.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?- living in MIAMI requires some beach walking at night. but i think every time i have actually gone to the beach at night well it aint exactly to walk.i think the only time i walked at night in the beach was for prom weekend and my 17 birthday.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with H, A, S, B, M, N, T, or J?- yea pretty much the alphabet
Last person to send you a myspace message?- some band clueless of the name. my bad mon ami.
What are you doing right now?- listening to TEGAN & SARA and doing this shit.
Do you drink water?- we mate.
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?- it concerns me a bit but really my energy doesnt invest time in that matter.
What was the last thing you cried about?- actually today, i heard "Vole" by Celine Dion. omg that song has so much feeling...
Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?- something like that
Have you ever been hit on through text message?- men.....
Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?- i hate candy.
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?- more like 8 + 8 .then were good.
Do you want to see somebody right now?- you have no idea i think tears are coming... pffttt i need a life.lol
Do you get mad easily?-yes i do i must admit.but i get over it as easy.
Are you an argumentative person?- am a drama queen .does that count?
Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?- lol oh Joe yes i have funny guys. i miss him.
Are your ears gauged?- no thanx, i heard they make your ears stink. i think am good.
i tagggg who ever wants to be my guest =]
bisous
March 21, 2009
motha-effing BLAZERZ
you cant disagree with me,blazers are soooooooooo in right now.
i love how they can change the whole vibe of your outfit in one second.
they add sharpness,polish and i swear once you throw that blazer on you feel completely different!
sange
LARA STONE for VOGUE PARIS.
a little controversial a little dark
alot of sexyness and shes fierce very fierce...
March 20, 2009
tektonik
fabulous people.
ofcourse in my favorite place in the world
PARIS.
i love UIFFIE shes the cutest LEIGH shes so edgy i love it.
i just got home after being a whole week in SOUTH BEACH at my friends flat ,am pretty much tired of MIAMI.
i need a vacation. so thats my next goal.
i have to finish three projects including one that is suicidle right about now.
its for store planning and its to much for me at this point.
am also a model cordinator for a in class fashion show ,that one i like.
the other is for retail marketing and i have to re launch a store with some more exitment then it's previous marketing skills.
so now am off to dinner with the family,hmmm i love those!
bisous
March 19, 2009
LAGERFELD CONFIDENTIAL
some wildly styled individuals at the FENDI party in the oh sooo danm magical city PARIS.
btw i was soppose to leave to PARIS yesterday and i didnt so pretty much i just want to sleep the days away =[
mon chere
Forever 21 . pfftt they are always there when you need them.
just come picks i thought were interesting .
the floral dress is sooo cute and those black and gold shoes wow amazing!
the tank and them booties with fringes nice combo!
March 18, 2009
cant get this trumpet out of mon head
seating on the floor next to the balcony,enjoying this lovely melancholy breeze.
just ate some soup and yes it was st pattys yesterday so am still drinking beer.
i finally talked to mon frenchie which i missed so dearly.
i had the crazyest dream last night, i almost died but i didnt.
now project time! and some cigarettes.
blah i want a chai latte!
March 16, 2009
i miss mon frenchi
"Someday, as I look at the sun
I think of you
And traces we leave behind Like a fallen piece
we’ll make a better start
But still end up alone
Looking down upon a place inside our heart
Dividing us in two Somewhere, all that we leave behind
Lingers on, longing for lullabiesYou live, you learn You love, you burn You win, you lose
Becoming you
Someday, when I cry in the rain I think of you Looking through eyes of pain
Passing on a feeling that we can’t deny
Over on to you
Fading memory is soon becoming blind
Dividing us in two
Somewhere All that we leave behind Lingers on
Longin for lullabies
You live, you learn You love, you burn You win, you lose
Becoming you "
KLEERUP ft. TITIYO "longing for lullabies"
parti parti parti oui!
i really love these photos. so much fun.
dont spill your drinks smoke your ciggi.
kiss with your rouge lipstick but dont tell no body!
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