December 31, 2008

party,fiesta,parti






light sheeps skin gilet: http://www.thefashionpolice.net/
Structured black gilet by Yves Saint
low heeled boot: soleshebang.com

the start,again

ok so we move into a new phase now , its hard to think that never again will it be today.
but we get over it since life is ever changing.

so today is new years eve, we celebrate to bring the new year in. how exiting?
yes ofcourse. well atleats for some it is.

new trends and new exiting moments that will add in the golden years of our lifes.
i wish everyone a cool easy going new year, full of art and smiles to go along with your new pair of platforms.

bisous de Miami!


p.s i wish i was in Parissssssssssss




December 29, 2008

the new vacum

= your face. i like over dressed people .yes i like parisians. my people are cuban and we drink coffee like vodka shots.its not cold anymore uhhh! i want to wear sweaters and scarfs. i hate the sand and the nude upcoming season.i want Paris i want him. i need to shop. hopefully it will breezee on new years eve. i have to sit in the middle of south beach and check i.ds. stupid. well free champange. i still miss him. i like this i like my red nails and numerous rings on my pale fingers.yes i like my glasses i guess they are old but nice. i like leg warmers but i am getting cooked.












December 28, 2008

I dont breath.

I dont sleep i work i dont breath i sneeze. i am allergic to none productable humans i slave for motion and for sence of living. the movement of earth puts me in a tranze and i am high off glossy paper. the colors enjoy me and i enjoy them i smoke to take my hunger away and i write non stop , i drink wine bc i like red lips i eat tomatoes bc i am a vampire the sun loves me but i love the moon.

I am the queen of the jungle and of the house . i like stairs and watch ppl talk, i admire the crazyness of traffic and question peoples impatience in the grocery store.

I live for me and for my passion. no one else matters ,yes i said no one!




I move i walk i run and sometimes i drag myself , cant deny that i am lazy but i do what i do at its best. i dont sleep i dont breath i dont give a fuck!



I get high of glossy paper and the texture of its realness , i love myself and love you sometimes.
hate dont exsist in my language , i have accents and i do them daily i pretend i am from another country when i dont like you and i dont eat stupid food i smoke non stop i drink lots of red liquid and scream at your face to let you know you should do the same. i dont eat i dont sleep i dont breath.




I write.






















December 26, 2008

ill say it forever

i need you now your so fast asleep, sleep and sound but well you lay here with me ...i think..well maybe.i like today and i think is good.but its lucid ..maybe perhaps an imagination and i still think love comes easy.a pen drops and i scream i love you.oh i need you now and your so fast asleep. this room is safe .. but safe from what?i lay here with you and i feel you near ,i think i like today but i know i love youand this sound is so sweet the sound of you and that and me. and we i hold you close and far but ill say it for ever, i love you.i know were not exclusive but we would all like to be. lets light the fuse and enjoy it, every minute is another chance to show : joy, love,sadness,light,darkness and your invited.the world outside and us inside i love your smile and your ways your views but ill say it for ever, i love you.dont leave home, if your cold come here if your scared ill be waiting and just hold on..ill make you weaker like a child if you give me all your love but i will never drop you.ill be the blankets and the white pillows to lay on and dream, ill be your water and lime to sour to know but sweet for you. ill be here and ill say it for ever, i love you.ill be our distraction ill be your resurrection but this place is dead it echos through town and the plains flew in but i did to but ill still have you. ill say it for ever, i love you.






December 25, 2008

divine chaos

i hear but i dont see i guess in my eyes i will never .but they tell me and you warmed me but i live i love i cry i learn.sometimes i want to scream ,shout and run ahead behind you. but i suddenly do.and when i see that there i smile cant deny i enjoy pain and suffer for joy.bleed for that bleed for you but i know i dont and am confused .unbalanced like a libra scale and depressed from the thought of realization, i block the thruth calm over me its sure bc you show the lies in a disguised body.ive been waiting and living in this situation ,pure enjoyment i endorse .joy you give and take.everyday you take a lil more and more and more . i just ahhh.....when you walk away the sun goes down and my hands tangle up .just for a while , it wont hurt but ill be ready.flowers sightings all in the best, dont even speak shut the door and dont go.imagine bein in me ,ill be your safety and your morning pill.but your simply divine chaos.








December 22, 2008

my world

My world my own yours too. ours in one. i too. but no one no two can understand my own and my flaws too.

sometimes i dont know and i sit here and complain about the life and the choices, i cant turn back now i cant un wish my dos and donts. like fashion i live on the edge and wildness of likes and desires. no clue for what i have brought up, i have died inside and out. i am walking and im living but no taste no smiles just a robotic filed. no electricity no pain just numbness of the sunshine and the moonlight. i like you i swear i do but i dont know how i do and how i will. i promise you to trust me and tell you i am true but i have no feelings of my own i am lost, help me define my ways my true ways. maybe i am using you maybe i am blind maybe i have no true soul maybe i am just a lost one with no hopes of breathing waiting for forgiveness and while i am here i will tear up anything and anyone, but i like you i swear i do.





























new man in the world.

new man in the world


i fell i broke my heart and leg

i woke and he was there but not who i wanted some one else

i called and calledbut no answer

who knew he was around the way with his new favorite human



the baby

so much time waiting but his finally here

i cant walk i cant talk i am happy ofcourse but mad

nothing sharing with me is all her

i go about life with a smile and full of things to do but i remain numb to know that it doesnt concerne me anymore

now is your chance your turn

i know shit will change dont tell me dont speak just be happy and calm

pleasent ideas will soon arise and ALL will be fine