boogiewoogie

sun is shinning, i am not dying. something is drying that is the heart that was drowning . for you, for that. for thee, for thou. I'm out I'm gone. watching figures and moving pictures. you hide i mind. i light i let out. i smoke you. you smoke i. and now i am in and you are here in me.

shallpass?

what else can i say what else can i do. i trust you. i love you. and i respect you. but do the donts i do the dos. even when i wont. my mind works with power my soul works magic. my heart is dying im surviving. my whole is in pain i thought we had gained. the friendship stage the not bye bye phase. were good i know, but your not .so so. the so whats and the who cares im over it .stop lying you cant. i cant prevail i hide the Vail. just go with it and we shall. i care so, i want so. i need so and now you hate me. you cant stand you cant breath you cant see. we breathing the same. im breathing the pain. this vibe is bad ,bad for me bad for thee.my sheets are suffering my pillows is wondering. why oh why haven't i pondered this . you looking really low key. looking really rusty. looking like you wanna decease and not be. but dont ,not for that. just for the kitchen. take the heat take the beat lifes hard you gotta eat. and now i see now i pretend now i cant be. its deep its itchy skin its make believe. but dont cry please dont waste your metaphorical connects and your strong mind. a man ,a figure ,captivating; and denying it wont help. cause i know he brings it i know he turns the knob .i know he turns your insights your mind antics. its rewind its like from behind. he got me from behind from the lows from the highs. he gets me high. he gets me live. he gives me life. smoke me smoke from me. the smoke comes from me. now later tomorrow its the same it gos on and time dont exsist. you say no and walk away. i say stay please enjoy the vibes. please just love please just let it be. dont hate the players hate the real. i will roll i will pass this bc this too shall pass. i love you.

iknowayou

you make me. i make you say things strong fast and passive. tranquility i know i bring to you. i make you. i feel you i treat you. like a man like an animal like a fierce ornament. adorning my present times on this deep filled commerce land. romance and breaking rules ,they love it they love the love the pride the sweat in the sheets. the temptation of the skin from high energies, high endless powers. they sweep. the candles, the invisible light the dark surface of you, of it. of it all. my pale ,my sad my happy wild heart jumps and seeks confort. but i know i know it all. like i know a "you". trust me i do. you say no i should i say yea i would. but the fun ends and then comes the low tides, the low high. the hiding low in my ride. driving down and crying loud. the noise comes back the touching feels alive. but i know, i know it all. like i know a "you". trust me you too.

askmewhy

why im i still recovering why im i still asking or still loving. questions and answers dumb responses not my brain not the same. quite insane. quite intense. nothing lets me go. i wanna see you i wanna be with you. its me the girl the life the world your lie my mourn. in the morning with crystal stars and Africa in the background i see everything here in this tiny itty bitty mirror. i see myself i see you . i see us but different too. i should i should i say so. i dare myself and doubt myself. i dont ask i dont talk. i scream inside i do i do. i wish i can say i do. i would i could but i dont fool around.i just joke like you. or at least i pretend to . i want you up down all around. eat you. taste you .love you. caress you. adore you .hate you. hit you. let you touch me let you master me. let you catch me. im falling; falling off the mountain top. stare at me, look at my eyes. long lashes brown shades the fun awaits in white soft states. minds all over this place. i move around i get closer, you look, you breath its heavy its shaky my beat starts . the song i know the song you dont. i smell ready.dont keep it steady. you can keep my scent i can suck you up i can skip you for brunch and have you for dinner till the break of dawn..till i yawn till i snooze i wont loose. you and me all loose in this game of chasing the goose. alot alot its contagious. to me to you. your a mind freak your a stealer in the sheets. games of elders in youngsters. foods in woods and danm i wish you would. music in my ears, look out they hear you they want you, my tongue struggles my hand tangles. my body fears but no i wont . no tears. ask my why? ask me. you wont...

purplecryinthebookstore

still i cant forget i cant neglect. silent smile you give others deadly looks i recieve, i.

dont do this to me again.

mija

and i love my girls.

youcantype

a message a term a vision a whole. what i am.
there will be no tardiness the feelings are there to stay.
they fell through a long stream of madness and alterations of moods.
but with you its a steady soul, calm collected alive and aware.
energy is you.well being is me.
i conceive you in me, a lil unknown flower to this world. mysterious and isolated .
i keep you warm i keep you close. i call for you i swear i do
and it burns it crashes it flashes through me like the lightness of joy.
i see you, i hear you, your profile so fine so lion so king so success at being your truly best.
scared yes shy of course he hides from you he hides from me too.
but i know him i know his mind. i love his mind.
i love his skin the one that walks with the chin so high so light.
deep down inside he feels the instinct to cross with me, bear with me, love me.
love me so deep so down so lost so out of touch i cant see, he will blind me endorse me take me sex me and hurt me.he still loves me.

and i can type and i can preach but i do wish.

photography by: Aryka Tranter