why im i still recovering why im i still asking or still loving. questions and answers dumb responses not my brain not the same. quite insane. quite intense. nothing lets me go. i wanna see you i wanna be with you. its me the girl the life the world your lie my mourn. in the morning with crystal stars and Africa in the background i see everything here in this tiny itty bitty mirror. i see myself i see you . i see us but different too. i should i should i say so. i dare myself and doubt myself. i dont ask i dont talk. i scream inside i do i do. i wish i can say i do. i would i could but i dont fool around.i just joke like you. or at least i pretend to . i want you up down all around. eat you. taste you .love you. caress you. adore you .hate you. hit you. let you touch me let you master me. let you catch me. im falling; falling off the mountain top. stare at me, look at my eyes. long lashes brown shades the fun awaits in white soft states. minds all over this place. i move around i get closer, you look, you breath its heavy its shaky my beat starts . the song i know the song you dont. i smell ready.dont keep it steady. you can keep my scent i can suck you up i can skip you for brunch and have you for dinner till the break of dawn..till i yawn till i snooze i wont loose. you and me all loose in this game of chasing the goose. alot alot its contagious. to me to you. your a mind freak your a stealer in the sheets. games of elders in youngsters. foods in woods and danm i wish you would. music in my ears, look out they hear you they want you, my tongue struggles my hand tangles. my body fears but no i wont . no tears. ask my why? ask me. you wont...
