ladonia

someone save me, save this on a disc on a dvd, on mi memory. bc this right here is love, is a reflection is the true foundation and the true disappointment to the man kind nation. a deep ocean a soul to feed and a sight to see. you cant read you cant write but your words control your words invoke they show light they convert me to sin to true gold shinning gold. so bold so elegant so royal both the same both hard both soft both in headed deals ,love struggles the history and the present all in one all in our head. im delusional im crazy your passion hatred your head mistress, your alpha your all that and this. im me your that and i know you. dont get wild, dont spread up, dont get loud like a horse on hes back feet dont gallop for me just show me. look at me look what i do, the things i do the things i see the things i say how i get for you how i perk up for you how i walk for you how i treat you how i feel you how i feed you how i love you how i am you and me too. all this fun and we aint sharing? some one come look, come clear your vision come learn a thing or two from these beautiful beings youll see it too . stay secure stay in love stay in words to tell. stay awake dont fall asleep my venom is deluxe and sweet so supreme so in routine so in tune with thee. the melody the love to life ,sweet rhyme showing him the genuine the sweeter than salmon the pink tones the lights emotions through tunnels of make believe. and i dont care i dont fear i dont hide i dont prevail im here to stay i listen i preach i fly to you and back to here, i love you and thats that. all that i can say.

addictemotions

so ill write ill tell ill listen no i wont. ill shoot ill blast ill run ill probably scream. bc the anger the feeling inside its rapid its what? i dont know. i plan everything no i plan i create so kill them before they grow. he wont call, he wont come in the news ill come from behind walk in the wind in the cold weather ill pretend i did it in self defence. freedom will get my way some day. but till then all i wanna do is scream i love you. cupid shot me down so i shot you down. fuck please please come please hold me tell me i am the alpha tell me i am the queen the killer queen the message in the bottle and the long strong bottom the one at the top the one so deep inside way down inside. ill eat you from inside out. and you dont know what you missing. you got crazy you got lazy you got the one that will throw herself from an elevator a crystal glass elevator. diamond crusted pussy diamond in crusted soul. what? ill be patient ill share the same room ill eat the same bread ill wear the same white ill make the same movement ill love you same.i think i know it i think i know it from the level from the labels the ones ppl give the ones ppl receive. but i want sound and explanations sounds and elevation. a box to open up with lights and feelings exploiting and gusting out dealings. ill deal with you ill love you for ever till they come till they end this till they destroy us and this formulation around us. the foundation the exploration the realization of everything. i want i need. i love you deeply and this and more. ill run ill Seek i peak and deep down inside i preach. bc im addicted to this emotion im addicted to you. and we set fire in the snow so it aint over, im not done.

finalhour

both people two people like were Gemini . were not even equal not even close not even far. but your far. oh yea down there so close. its far. i wanna know how long we going how long this will last . i know it wont i know i preach no existence of time. but when im around your around im a bound. really truly give me my mystery your inquiry your ability to perceive and conceive so easily bc without you in this world there will be no elasticity. i love you like electricity so elastic so infinity. when you look you breath i see i beat, my heart beats it walks so long so strong. i wanna run i wanna hide. i dont wanna be in the public eye. i feel exposed under closed my heart on a weigh in your hands in your minds in your tights and winds. im yours to command you dont even know when i come around i am abound. in your arms im humble in your arms i swore in your hands i melt in your mind i stay. i stray away, i beg to stay . when im here i feel air the free the freshness of being. but to you im not even of that being. an x factor an x standing in disaster but its not difficult its simple so it dont matter. we scar each other we yell at each other but can i breath? can i get some respiratory action,some silly aim you wanna play it forces you to act clueless act heartless, scream my name and then pretend i cant stay. how can i explain myself? how can i be with someone else . this is painful i know. i know the reason i know seasons and now i came to the end. no matter how deep we grow you always somehow let me know it aint working. this is crazy this is crazy. give to me give to me why wont you live for me?

care for me care for me i know you care for me.there for me there for me said you be there for me. cry for me cry for me you said you die for me.

the final hour the final breath the final step, your leaving im staying. fuck this im straying so hard so cold so unknown .but if pain was love if love was pain im there in there so deep.

whosgonna?

who's gonna talk like that, be gross like that. make me wanna throw up love and sex in a kitten wait a minute. my kitty my cat my touch my affection my caress. i love you and who's gonna? take you not mind you, brain you, drive the cab, ride the back. in the back by the back. whos gonna run by you whos gonna make you laugh and make you snort. talk like this and do things like that. whos gonna buy me my addiction give me a minute of affection. let me zip by the instant and then retain me in a knot over your head and bend and play away till we fade. we faded your curly fade went away. bye bye down the block down the hill. but why why why. whos gonna make me feel like dying but yet resurrecting. whos gonna wake me and bake me. so much love so much kinddess kinda like a bit cold and alot hot. your skin so warm so dark so deep so wounded. i bet thats what happend i bet you fell and bled and hurt your bone and your crown was crushed . purple went away and pain came a lay. whos gonna clean that mess? whos gonna arange and change. walk around in funness and so clumsy whos gonna carry me? whos gonna use my phone and look through my looks? whos gonna wait and wait see who comes through and who should? whos gonna call you and tell you, demand upon you ? the scars on your body the lashes on your eyes the lights in your room the stares from afar and the love from up close.

whos gonna scream in the morning and feed me whos gonna stack and stack and never leave? i will . you will. we will.

waybackwhen

way back then. now were two grown folks. money elegant states our minds elevate.

I'm on an elevator rising and falling.

call me ,call on me. and ill be there with my dukes and my sexy looks

my leather and my deuce.

you crinkle with goosebumps and your skin gets warmer.

i love you so and even when i get back even when my smile fades

i know you know no better. you try you learn i teach you.

you listen and at times wish to disease my preach.

you preach and its nonsense non stop. non love.

so into yourself that he didn't even notice

so fucked up no one notices

just me and you. in our world in this curse .course.

around and around up and down and

down by the beach street down by the breeze.

my day to run my day to shine when the sun doesn't compete with me.

i pay the price i listen to you to your jamming and your blabbing .

i get up and leave at the time at the perfect time.

and here gos the favorite tune of the night.

" I'm naked I'm numb I'm stupid I'm staying"

fuck cupids got a gun so he saying, shooting blasting.

bullets holes and all. life's black his back .

your my drug we live it. you' re drunk you need it

real love i ll give it. so your bound to linger on.

your my fatal drop I'm your fatal stop.

a realization your child your part and your time.

your embarrassment your pride. your love so deep inside .

so down in that you would erase me in one second ,swallow me like Mellon's.

and chalk out my name in spellings. you'll dream and ill be delusional

but I'm not telling you I'm showing you.

slowly and partly your in lingering and limbo landing.

you'll drop on me and breath me.

love me fatally

love until we bleed.

and way back when ,when we were young and old and wise and fine.

i touch you and spelled you under this ,you see this?

way back when you didn't know anything and i knew everything.

when i was dragging and you were teaching them the gagging.

but way back when i lost my knee and you were walking tugging in snow in your jackets and boots and skis. common just let it be.