i dont want to share you i dont want to say goodbye but when the perfect moment arrives i must reveal you. im gone im high im here im there i should say all i should stay shut.
but you make me wanna try again and pick up, clean up, wash up.
theres nothing good from this. theres nothing wrong with this. go away stay away
come back i want you near stay quite say something nice say something real.
all in my head with friends and peers ive gone to far ive come too near to the real deal.
ever bleeding ever healing so soft so rough so fast so slow i cant breath im drowning in a circle painted black. but im holding on your holding on but let me down let me fall. the start the end the beginning to this torment to this eventful journey of ups and downs and sharp turns. im lost im forbidden ive forgiven so many so many. little tears left, a burning kiss, a warm hand and the thread is breaking. the rain is against me the sun hides from me the clouds show me shadow and i hide once again. run through the moss drown in a river stay a float for you to see and save me.
